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I Guess Everything Comes To An End,
Sometimes.... Even Hope Does.


Thats new... i never thought i would find myself in such a state so soon.
The point where you stop thinking about your future or your plans,
The point where you give it all up.
Probably the only thing holding me back now is Responsibility and Fear.

Heh...
To think that i thought i could change the world, my world.
I wonder what i was thinking back then...

The World Won't Change.


Perhaps you might say i'm just some emo kid shooting his mouth of about things he doesn't know shit about.
Perhaps you might think i'm an immature brat that hasn't grown up or come in terms with reality.
There are many ways you can judge me, but right now as i am....
I don't really care.

Yea i'm whiny, don't have a spine, even ridiculous.
Say what you will... i'm pretty much done giving a shit.

Forget It.


When You Are Being Torn Apart And You Can't Stop It.
The Only Thing You Can Do Is Take Both Hands And Reach For Your Chest...
To Tear Yourself Apart.
At Least This Way The Torment Didn't Last Long.

contemplated...4:01 AM

~Myself~
` Alvin
` 20
` 22 Oct


i wish...
wishlist here

past contemplations...
  • September 2010
  • October 2010
  • December 2010
  • January 2011
  • February 2011
  • April 2011
  • May 2011
  • October 2011


  • speak to me...
    cbox coming soon =)

    there they are...
    pal
    pal
    pal
    pal
    pal