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Finally the festive season is coming to an end. This year's christmas has been a torture. As usual, the medication is not living up to its desired effects, leaving me hanging there~ At least i have wine on my side to keep me at bay. Though the taste is appalling, the effects of alcohol is... well lets just say its slightly more useful then my current medication.

How much longer must i lie to people, saying that i'm fine? It truly is distressing, thought the idea of them going on and on when i tell them the truth... ends with me frustrated and stressed. Sometimes it feels like there ain't a way out, and all i want to do is talk to someone.

But for tonight, it will just be me and my bottle of wine.

contemplated...8:35 PM
~Myself~
` Alvin
` 20
` 22 Oct

i wish...
wishlist here

past contemplations...
  • September 2010
  • October 2010
  • December 2010
  • January 2011
  • February 2011
  • April 2011
  • May 2011
  • October 2011


    • speak to me...
    cbox coming soon =)

    there they are...
    pal
    pal
    pal
    pal
    pal