How can i step forth, when my mood can swerve in a split second?
How can i trust, when i'm constantly flipping between the sides of right and wrong?
How can i strive, when my desire burns so ferociously one minute, and dies off the next?
I Am A Ticking Time Bomb, An Unstable Concoction, A Tangled Mess Of Confusion, And I Am Me.
But at this moment here and now. I must note down how i feel... for as much as the medication can
alleviate my mood, it has been more potent at making my instability greatly prominent.
I believe you have yet to feel the brunt of such hunger. A flaming passion burning in your heart. Such pure desire, it could even be considered innocent. A fire which refuses to lay dead, no matter how many times extingushed.
I Believe we were meant for Greatness. And the world has yet to see even the tip of our magnificence.
Yet it is not out of confidence that i speak. Truly many would consider us small, insignificant.... Weak. And agreed, i'm nowhere near strong enough as of yet. But every one has a starting point, and once i break out of this shell... Nothing can stand in my way.
One day i will shine like a star in this world, and nobody shall deny me my worth. I will be significant, i will be looked at, i will be recognised. I Refuse to fade away as this being i am, as a blade of grass in this wide field.
Perhaps you may view me as a naive kid, an egoistical bastard, a shallow being, a chaser of wrong ideals, a warped and crazy individual. But if you really have the guts and confidence to say that about me, then bring those words to my face and explain it all to me. I'm only living as a i know how.
I promise, i'll ride on the wings of my Dreams.
I'm the kid that no one cares about, but i'll scream till they hear me out!
